Were is God in All This

Today my husband, son and I found out that are son is going to have to lose his leg due to the type of cancer he had about two years ago returning. It the moment I am still in this fog trying to see were God is, has he forgotten us, has he turned his back on us.

We have been praying and fasting but I still cannot see were God is in all this our daughter has continually told us that this is not the final say that God will show us that he is still in control, I am really trying to see God in all this but were is he, were has he gone I cannot see him or hear him right know.

God I need for you to show me that you are in all of this, I need to know that you have our back that our son does not have to go out like this were are you; please reveal yourself to us show us that there is a miracle working on our sons behalf - I need to know that you are in all of this Father.

The day that both our children were borne I give them back to you and you promise that you would protect them please God let me see were you are in all of this.

Trust

There are many times in life that something unexpected happens to us and in most cases we fall apart. We have placed a lot of our trust in man instead of God. Stephen was one of the seven that was appointed to be a deacon, he was a man that was full of the Holy Spirit and full of faith. Even when the Stephen was being stoned for telling the truth he trusted that God was with him and had not left him. If only we could have that some type of faith and trust that Stephen had in God, we would be in a much better place in our walk with God.